Town and Country: How was your day?
Desi Girl: Okay. (Now, I know that this guy has managed to blow up my life on more occasions than I wish to count, but when we’re catching up at the end of the day, it seems TOTALLY normal to do “this” whatever “this” is with him. But, since I know he is the Lone Warlord of my Heart, I remind myself to be careful, to tread with caution, do not engage emotionally. Why I don’t ask, ‘Desi Girl, why do you keep doing this?’ is beyond me …)
Town and Country: Just okay?
Desi Girl: Yes. I am worried about my boss.
Town and Country: Why?
Desi Girl: I just am.
Town and Country: But that’s you. You’re different. Unique. Sweet.
Ack. I don’t like it when he says nice things to me about
me. It gives me false hope.
Town and Country:
what are you wearing?
Desi Girl: (Really? We are going from my boss to sex? Please.) I don’t feel like doing this.
Several seconds elapse. I know he is annoyed that I don’t
want to sext with him. But I promised myself, this time, there were would be no-more-than-friends-nonsense.
This is how I always get in trouble with him.
Desi Girl: You
there? If we’re doing this, we’re doing this as friends and I don’t tell my
friends what I am wearing late at night.
Town and Country:
Ok.
Oh what? He’s mad? He jerks me around ALL the time. He
should be THANKFUL that I even forgave him. Why, I still don’t know. I cannot
blame it on being weak and lonely. There is something just magnetic about him
to me. It’s like I cannot stop myself with him. God help me …
10 comments:
God help you.
Dear Hebah -
I know.
On one hand, I really was fine with being friends. He is not the first man I have had romantic feelings for. I am friends with my Ex and some ex-crushes.
He complicates things, too.It doesn't help that I am where I am at in life too. But onward and upward.
xo,
DG
I ve been following your blog from quite sometime and i really like you writing style.
I ve read all your posts, however i feel i ve missed out on an important post. Cos I dont remember reading that T&C abusing on text.
Anyways I am not happy that THE JERK is back, but very happy that u are back to posting regularly yaaaaaaaaaay :)
Dear DG,
Good luck with everything. Who knows maybe you two are meant to be together.
I personally could never be friends with an ex.
I personally could never be friends with an ex.
Dear Pushpa -
So good to hear from you! And yes I am glad to be back, putting the blog back into check!
LOL - jerk - he seems to have the impression on many!
Let me find you the posts where I blogged abt the stupid fight about the Ombama hat .... OMG ... so childish! :) tee hee ... oh well that is life!
xo,
DG
Dear Hebah,
It is not easy at all to be friends with an Ex. My college sweetie and I took years and years to be friends again, I mean a decade. And the break-up was painful and something inside of me changed, no doubt, cause he is the one I thought I would marry.
But it took time and life and stuff - and we connected totally randomly - and I have forgive him, I dont forget, but I forgive.
xo,
DG
Dear Pushpa -
In regard to the stupid Obama hat fight - go to post 513-520. :) the highlight or lowlight :)
xo
DG
DG, Thanks for the reply.
Dear Pushpa,
Any time!
xo,
DG
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